Maseater

hello, my darling. hello my love. it's been a while since we've talked, a long time since we laughed. so how are you doing? still the same beautiful happy girl i remember from those years ago? still that amazing person behind that stunning smile? still the dream i dream? you know, i've been thinking alot about you lately, even more than usual, and i guess i owe you a lot. you've given me countless reason to smile and countless reason to feel love again. and yet you smile and lay next to me when i wake up. but why are you making me fall in love so hard? i can't make myself smile harder than i already do, i just can't seem to find the right w

i am breaking down not thinking but doing floors creak tears show my world collapsing i let go i just let go smiling hurts me more than anyone ever could i want all things i do none simple things, so hard to tell, to do to feel how i feel grinding teeth showing disgrace decay my dreams and break my mind i am done i just let go.

not a single word left my mouth as you broke my last piece of dignity the pain surffering sulfur-like, burning my lungs the pain of understanding reaching my veins breaking my sanity superficial happines falling away, showing pain black as the tears you cry as the words you speak as the thoughts i create wishing it would stop hoping i could die

snow falls on the first winter day as the music plays in my head the autumn leaves fall down i walk these deserted streets alone people pass but no face seems familiar the water changes i've wasted my life give me the reason i would sacrefice the pieces of the puzzle fit together as you and i once did so dont tell me it's not worth fighting for you know it's true that everything i do i'd do it all for you th train of my life is leaving but i see myself staying behind i try to paint but i only see your face and the broken heart you left me with everyone's got somewhere to go but they leave me behind i'm going nowhere, unles

Do you remember how we used to be Do you remember the times we had The jokes we made, the tears we shed Lets start anew and see were we end Because i'm getting good at starting over Getting back to what we were will never be Our past has rotten and decayed The scars still mark the hurt and pain I dont care if you dont care Because i know we can pull through So lets start over once more And remember the times we had

i feel so alone and out of touch like there is nothing left to feel so i keep a longing eye out for you because i was wrong in all the right ways i felt love through these flames i found a home in all that's left the stars shine through my soul lighting what i feel for you it is so strong i can not fight it is so weak it might just break and shatter me with it as it breaks and falls apart because i will never be, never be anything but words. for you to hear more than love. for you to find kill me with this curse as i walk across recognise me before i fall to depths unknown carry me away, from all the pain i do not feel

The rain streaming all around me I remember how i used to hold you You would ask me never to let go And i would assure you i wouldn't I remember how we used to laugh How we used to cry and comfort I remember how we used to be But we grew appart, and how i fucked up I made my biggest misstake ever I let you slip from my arms Told you it was me, not you I remember you used to say "don't let me go, just promise you won't"

Open up your eyes and see the single rose i send you. See the rain as it falls down from the sky I will do the same and we will be together in a moment A million miles away, and a heartache to stay I've been standing in this rain, waiting for you. So can you hear me when i call your name? But i slowly turn around and walk away From the distance doing us part And i just thought that you should know That i will forever be here to help you and be your friend So take my hand and lets watch the world fold So we can reach out and finally meet. To hold eachother and forget our worries for just a short moment A moment of perfect serenit